im grenade. im gonna explode.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم


im grenade. im gonna explode.

walking on the barren roads with no slippers
everyone sees you in a narrow-minded
everyone gonna judge you

you stop and you change your style
you do same thing
but you still repeat the same way with different style

the same thing happens
everyone still keeps an eye on you
everyone still talks back
but a little comes to be friend

you stop and start to say
you keep on your priorities
you do and everyone sees you flaws

youre tired
youre planning to be successful
youre planning to have friends

but you fail for the first time
you lost your old-friends

and now
you are still you
you just improve yourself
while everyone still plays and enjoys the world

you say
"if only i can be like them"
"young, free and fun"

but time is not allowed
youre still on your path

you dont know whether youre in dream
you think you have bestfriend

but you still fight with him
you still mad with him
you still take care of him
you still teach him until late of nights
you still ask him to do good deeds
you still motivate him
you still keep an eye on him

but you still dont know
what the hell in his mind
does he think im his bestfriend too?

please and please
dont hurt me in this way
im all hurt
im tired

im grenade
still wait for right time
still chase for every minute
cause im going to explode

you may not know me
you may hate and dislike me
but you will proud of me
you will love to have me in yours

sincerely from heart : muhammad faris bin yahani